You Have a Mind. Use it.
Geniune belief must be earned. It is not inherited or bestowed or purchased. We must arrive at our beliefs through honest inquiry, diligent research, and strenuous mental exertion. Each of us, to the extent we are capable, must sort out the beliefs upon which we will build our lives.
The Hardened Faith exists to provide you with food for thought. I have no desire to lead you to Christianity if that is not what your mind tells you. That is where I ended up, and where I think you will too. But After all, we do not—and cannot—choose what we believe, but only arrive at the beliefs that our minds reveal.
Those who believe without thought are lazy. Those who believe in spite of rational doubts are hypocrites.